Im friggin emo now and I dunno why. Maybe Raelene's right. I dun pour my troubles to ppl. I dun want them to worry for me. Yeah. Sorry. but i think this post is gonna be a emo post. Yeah. I was glad that Raelene sprained her ankle. Thats when i got to know some netballers. I rmbed how i tried to help you. And now i just couldn't think of anything to help you. I feel like im friggin useless and i could just die and nobody gives a damn. I was thought to be super hyper and yeah,hyper. But, im human too right. I have feelings of a human being. Im not just some crazy gal who goes trying to make ppl happy. Thats good yeah. But I seem fake when i do that.I just think that I feel like a super loser and a useless person. I din know what to do at that time. But after that, I gave some thoughts. I thought of that I could do so many things at that time. But i din do it. I simply just hate that moment where i din do anything. My mind was suppose to be quick at most of the times, but it wasn't during that time. I can just practically kill myself. Whats the use of having a brain when u aint quick to react. Well, that applies to me... If it doesn't then too bad. I rly hope that i can help you. Maybe I shall stop here in case I start to cry.
Im sorry if u din get what i wrote up there. It would be better if u dun understand. I think this is a friggin short post. Okay. I shall post the normal way now.
Went tm with netballers. Ate pastamania. Went "missing" 2 or 3 times according to Qing Yi. Bus-ed back home with Rae,Qing Yi and YY. Emo-ing in the bus. Manage some smile in the bus though. Thanks YY and Qing Yi for trying to tell jokes.. Anyway.. i did smth that i thought it was quite cool. But nvm. Shalln't post abt it. I rly think i should end here. Okay. Bye.